Well, if you don't know. Or do. I have a boxer dog named Cyrus who is 11 years old. I've had him since 2nd grade, and he is my life and my best friend.
Unfortunately maybe a week ago, his health just decreased drastically...we had all the tests done, and though I have been dreading it. I had my suspicions that he had a brain tumor...he would constantly walk in circles to the right. And he was just so weak and it just all...lead up to what I was reading on the internet. But I didnt' want to believe it..and I just hoped that maybe when we took him to the vet...they would give us some good news.
Well sadly...we did not get what my heart wanted to hear...Cyrus has a brain tumor, and there's really nothing more we can do for him. His health would just continue to get worse, and seizures were on the list to happen next. I love this dog with all my heart, and I don't think I could stand see him go through that..so my mom and I decided that the best thing to do is to have him put to sleep. My heart is broken, and I feel like I've been beaten or tackled repeatedly by big football players. My heart hurts so much, but I don't want him to suffer or feel pain..it's not fair to him.. He doesn't deserve to have to keep living in the condition he is right now.
But I am going to be spending as much time with him as possible..so this is probably going to mean less art. I am doing things that I may owe people. Or things I have to complete in payment, because it keeps my mind off of things. But I don't believe that I will be on too much other than uploading what I have to.
Welp..I'm off then. Hope you all have a good night or morning..or whatever depending on where ya'll are...